I am old. The original Sherry is gone. The Satanists left a shell behind of a woman that was once very strong. They broke my mind. They destroyed my body. I found this tonight. someone had pulled up. It reminded me of the past. Past hurt, abuse, terror and evil. Why would I want to relive that nightmare? There is nothing I can do. The goose that laid the golden egg is now dead inside and there will be no more eggs to lay. Letter to Bishop. Sent in 2007 The story I'm about to tell you is true. My life was destroyed at a young age and all of my dreams and Godly creations flushed down the toilet by the demons. A best selling author whom I met at a writers conference over ten years ago has put my family in his books and my real life stories. These dark people put a great deal of what they are doing to me in reality in books. They like to terrorize my mind and try and influence me everyday. I feel others should be warned of the these evils and know such crimes are happening against nature behind the churches back. This hate group has a dark conspiracy that affects the church demons need to be exposed and abolished. The devil is sly as you know and he has influenced many for a great many years. The greatest regret I have in my life was meeting this bunch and serving the devil in any way through my writing and desire to be heard. I allowed them to acquire great wealth and power through my work. They are harming others. They tell me evil rules. Please know that every word I speak is the truth. --- She disappeared okay. She'll never return. They wanted to destroy me and make me suffer and pay and lose my mind and I believe they gave me a stroke and damaged my mind in a way it will never recover or feel human again or well and alive. If you want more you are crazy. Nobody is home. You made comments like, no brain, no pain. You said you'd break down walls expose me give me a lobotomy and darken my world. You stole my mind. You didn't only darken my world you made my brain so broken I don't know dark from light. You haven 't trapped me. I am too brainless to be trapped. You made me too numb to feel anything anymore. Now I see new people in the entertainment business befriend me. I see people from major motion picture studios including directors, producers and writers. You frighten me to death because I am no longer the same person. I have nothing to offer. I can't work with you. My vision is not the same because you took it away. You destroyed my psychic vision with the mind weapons and brain experiments, nightly visits and stalking. You wore me down. You broke me. Now I can't even function through the day without paying knowing I have no mind when I try to remember or reach for something that is no longer there. I try to do simple tasks and forget or drop like three things a day, forget to take my prescription fall down and do things I normally do without question. I have had my brain hacked so many times I forget to function without fear. You used to just put me to sleep. Later you caused my mind to go numb so many times and pushed buttons to create fear to keep me always tortured and belittld to where I can't get my mind up to repair. You took the few moments of pleasure I had in life and made them depressing by pushing buttons. You destroyed my youth. Now don't tell me to function when you destroyed my mind. With what? What's left you haven't destroyed? My doctors is testing me for as stoke and I am waiting for the results. People can't understand me anymore who once could including callers and my own doctor. I now slur my speech and seem emotionless, quite and fell down during my last doctors visit just turning around. I get burns on the top of my head from your space weapons above. You wanted to use me. You destroyed me out of jealousy, rage and sport. Don't try to befriend me please. I can't take anymore friends or challenges or abuse. I have been pressured to the point there is no repair. You put a blank spot where there used to be a person and someone who really cared. You stole everything. Now you are calling me fallen angel. You may have broken me and tarnished my outlook on life and gift which altered my personality and mind but i'm still spiritually the same person just a little outcast. I am the wallflower now I never was before because I am too broken to be with people anymore and too brainless and afraid to settle. You have destroyed receptors that make me grasp things and function like I should. You destroyed my perception, strength and determination. You destroyed my faith. I will no longer believe in people again like I once did, seek to work in the publishing world and get published Be around independent fun personalities I once thought were dramatic and adventurous and inspiring. I am dead. My body hurts and my brain is wasted. I'd imagine I hurt worse than an old person that's eighty after so many assaults on my body. I remember less things than a person with Alzheimer's now and suffer. Your night weapons destroy bone density, tissue and organs. I endured the abuse year after year untilI broke. Now I am broken beyond repair. Please don't request my friendship or corporation on films or anything I'm broken Thanks anyway